Many of us within long term marriages sometimes wonder what life would be like to be on our own. Whether we end a relationship or suffer a loss-- what would being single at our age look like? For Author, Laura Friedman Williams, she never once contemplated a life without her spouse. Completely headfirst and cocooned in her world of raising her kids and managing the household, Laura felt safe and secure. It wasn't until she discovered her husband of 27 years was in love with someone else, that she realized she had completely taken her eyes off of her marriage. This is part one of a double episode where we tell the story of the grieving and struggles Laura faced in ending her marriage unexpectedly. It's a raw and vulnerable tale of the pain, identity crisis, loneliness, guilt and parental struggles she faced navigating separation and divorce at midlife. That is until she started a sexual revelation...to be discussed in Part 2. It's an episode combo of like nothing else-- a one two punch of pulling heart strings and then answering all the questions about having new sex. Relatable and Raunchy!